Life is a fucking bitch

Im in this mess, that i created. Because i make the wrong choices over and over again... And i just cant get out. I really wanted some out of this, but it seems my dreams were just meant to be dreams. And my fantasy will just be my fantasy

If i want to make my dreams come true, i have to work for it. I get that, you know.
But why does it look like the one i want is what everyone just takes for granted. They can go and have and do as they please. . . I just dont have it -_-
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