Last couple of weeks, i've been very busy. I've been looking for an apartment, THANKGODD i've found one !! Still got a few problems though ! My schoolproject judgement day is near ! So i've been promoting and organising DIRTY CANDY...
And i just want to say, that something is bothering me. I just cant say it, because saying is admitting it. And if I were to admit it, i know that it makes me a bad person WHICH I'M NOT.
and another thing ! last couple of days, i could really feel the tense between me and some co-workers. But i'm not the kind of person who really says what she feels or thinks. If you act like a total asshole, i might say something about it. But i'd never yell at you WHAT A STUPID M*THERF*CKER you really are. And I'm not talking about just 1 person, hell no. There are a couple of "friends" how act absolutly ridiculous and unfair. But you know, i am not your boss neither am i your mom. If you want to jerk around, be my guest. If you act like an totall bitch, and i just let it go. It means that i dont care enough about you to waste a second in my life trying to help you be a better person. Because behaving like a dumbass whore doesn't add any value in your future career. AHHAHHAHHAHAH
And the last thing that is still bothering me is ******************************************나만 바라봐********************************** WHY CANT YOU SEE **************************
-_- i feel trapped
