21 januari 2010

is it just me ...

i really hate the world. Everyday, all day im confronted with walls. Not a really wall, I mean it like a metaphore. Things that block me, my energy. Like always i hate it to get into detail, cause private is private right ;). This isnt really my dairy, my blog is to express meself.
Well lets take an example. Say you like a sweater, but it's really expensive. BLOCK ! money is a issue. Then when you finally get the chance to buy it BLOCK ~! they dont have you're size anymore. that sucks, Good thing life gives 2nd chances once in a while. They have the sweater in your size, in another store. you may see this as a little block, since you have to go here and there for that sweater ( but i love shopping, so i wouldnt mind xD). So you get there, buy ur stupidass sweater. And once you get at home, your friend is calling you ... she has the same fuckin' sweater. FUCK ANOTHER BLOCK. and what's even worse, in your fatasss, the sweater doesnt seem half so fantastic as when she wears it .. FUCK THE BLOCKES.
i mean, in real life this isnt about a sweater, it really isnt even any of those things i just meant. I just trying to explain what the fuck, why do we people always nagg xD. why cant we appreciate what we have, we have a closet full of sweaters, so why go bananas over 1 sweater? who cost you waaaayy to much effort, and in the end.. it's not even worth the trouble


ps. seriously, my troubles arent about sweaters =)


ahahah hope i didnt mess up ur head xD, this really was a bs-blog =)